Crash Explosion

Uuuuuuuuuuuugh. I’ve taken on too many things in recent weeks, which has all culminated in everything coming to a screeching crash explosion. We’re supposed to list our house this week and I haven’t even finished painting the kitchen. I’m  just physically exhausted. Of course that’s kind of my own fault too. I got all wound up and stressed myself out with a millionty things to do, which sent me to the gym every day and lead to my physical burn out. Mentally I’m doing pretty good aside from being frustrated with my lack of ability to juggle everything, but I am physically exhausted. 

Lifting my arms with a paint roller hurts. Crawling out of bed to tend to the kiddos hurts. Lol. It hasn’t really stopped me, but it did significantly slow me down. My long term followers know how much patience and I don’t get a long so you can imagine I’m not particularly a joy to be around at the moment. I am only one person and I can’t do it all myself so… Things will get done when they get done. We’ll sell the house or we won’t. We’ll start the build, or we won’t. Worrying about all of that stuff will only add to my stress level, driving my desire to get to the gym, further exhausting myself. 

It’s a vicious cycle. Lol. On the plus side, all of my gym time is toning me up quite nicely. It’s killing my squeaky post pregnancy joints, but my muscles are happy. I don’t know why I’ve had so much trouble with my joints after the Twins. I never did with my Little, but then again I wasn’t particularly active while I was pregnant with my Little so… Idk. Lol. It’s just another thing on the list of Kelli’s Frustrations I guess.