Out on a Limb

I had a major break through last night. I realized that all of my strife, and all of the drama and pain I’ve endured were not because of what was done TO me, but because I loved too much. My therapist is all like be mad at these things!! But I can’t. I can’t ever be mad because that’s what love IS. Love is self sacrificing, self depreciating, all forgiving. Everything I’ve ever done has been in the name of Love… it’s kind of arrogant for me to say I guess, and really sad that the world can just not grasp this concept. So I don’t think I’ll ever stop grieving, or crying for the things in my past. Not because of any amount of damage done to me, but because it was all out of Love and to the rest of the world it is “crazy.”