Apparently yesterdays events have started a domino affect with my support network. lol.
*sigh* Not giving up, but wow this is a lot harder than I thought it would be. I guess having this thing to deal with makes me a “high maintenance” friend and people don’t appreciate my revelations and excitement over said revelations. I can see where they’re coming from because it is practically all I talk about aside from Nora, but uh it is kind of what’s going on in my life aside from Nora so if you pop by to ask how I’m doing expect an earful of intense feely things. If you don’t have time to deal with it, than don’t bother to ask.
Not trying to be rude or anything, but seriously. Just don’t ask if you don’t want to hear my answer. Asking then interrupting me before I can finish, or changing the subject is really just annoying. It is NOT the thought that counts right now. Especially lately because with everything going on I am slightly more inclined to freak out on you for the slightest offense. I have a lot on my plate, and honestly all I want to do is play with my kid, take care of my house, and be “normal” for a while. I don’t want a parade of people coming in to “help” me when none of them truly care.
I know who my true friends are. The ones who genuinely care about what’s going on in my day, and who are invested in my replies. I’m not going to waste my breath with anyone else. I’m just not. I don’t feel like keeping up my usual happy facade right now. This time will pass, and I’ll get back to my chipper sunny self, but right now? Nope. Sorry.