I just found out that a former coworker ended his life last Wednesday. It was really kind of shocking. We didn’t work together all that long, and we didn’t know each other all that well but I talked to his fiance’e pretty regularly. She is a sweet kid who’s been through a lot and I know how much she completely and totally loved him. She doesn’t really want to talk about it with anyone, which I can understand but at the same time I can’t help but worry about her. Like I said, it’s not like we were super close or anything so I can’t do the whole: YOU’RE MY FRIEND AND YOU WILL TALK ABOUT THIS deal lol. I have offered my support and that’s about all I can do besides checking on her now and again.

It really kind of knocked me out of my funk and put everything back into prospective. The weight of the whole thing is like: Wow. I can’t even really figure out how to express it other than that. 

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